To my heart 2

It has been almost three years.Till yesterday I puzzled as to why you had stored all my mails and handed it over to them. Today I realized that you kept all these because you treasured them. And also why you didn't again ask me to stop writing to you.You feared hurting and losing me. But I want to hear all this from you. ******************** All this time luck played strange games with me.Now I am on track and am sure I will be able to give you all that your friends get from their husbands.I couldnot have seen you any less than them. I would have died of guilt. ******************** In Linkedin I keep visiting your profile to watch your innocent face.I had no idea that there were settings that could have hidden me from you knowing that I visit your profile. I changed the setting.I was looking for ways to block you. I removed almost all our common friends and removed college from the groups which I had joined.After some days I realized what was the harm? I changed my setting back. So I know if you would have ever visited your profile you must be knowing I keep visiting your profile. ***************** and see the coincidence, the song coming on radio is हमने सनम को खत लिखा while I am writing all this. ******************** Come to me, what is stopping you.

To my heart 1

Thought many times to unblock you in Facebook and ask you one last time. But I fear there may be your marriage photo any day.I have promised,I will never write to you again.Even if you are waiting for my message, I cannot break my promise.I have to tell our story to others.I feel bad but how long can I keep quiet. What can I do if you don't let me open my heart to you.I have already proposed you. It is not for the first time that such things are happening to me.But now this all is becoming unbearable.You and only you know the truth.No one will understand that I want to ask you because I know you want me to come to you.But if yourself close all doors for me, I cannot break house to enter.No one will understand I did this to make you happy.It just doesn't happen in this world.It will put one another blot on my character which I now want to be spotless.So sorry. I just want you to give me a chance to tell all that is there in my heart. I asked you for your mail-id before also, and you know it was not to express my desires.I wanted to express love, yes, but not the way as others do. I wanted to make you aware of something.I again want to talk to you, to give me some time to prove myself, and see if luck favors me, to have your hand in mine.I want to tell you I will be the happiest person to see you married to anyone better than me.No-one, just no-one understands this.

तेरी साँसों में ऐसे बस जाओं_Teri Saanson Mein_Karle Pyaar Karle(Translation)

तेरी साँसों में लिरिक्स करले प्यार करले सॉंग अरिजीत सिंग मोविए: करले प्यार करले सॉंग: तेरी साँसों में ऐसे बस जाऊं म्यूज़िक: रशीद ख़ान & सुनील दर्शन सिंगर्स: अरिजीत सिंग, पालक मुच्छल & अमित मिश्रा तुमसे हैं दिन मेरे My days are due to you/ you are the cause I live तुमसे हैं रातें.. My nights are due to you/ you are the cause I live तुमसे है राहत मेरी.. I experience solace due to you/ you are the cause I feel solace तुमसे हैं पल मेरे, तुमसे हैं कल.. I live because of you, You are my future तुमसे है चाहत मेरी.. You are the cause of my love अब रहना है संग तेरे ही मुझे Now I have to live with you only अब जीना है संग तेरे ही मुझे.. अब रहना है संग तेरे ही मुझे अब जीना है संग तेरे ही मुझे.. तेरी साँसों में ऐसे बस जाओं.. Remain in my breath in such a way that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. No one can depart us तेरी बाहों में यून सिमट जाऊं.. I want to melt n such a way in your arms that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. No one can depart us हो कोई भी सफ़र, साथ चलना मुझे.. However hard be the journey,I have to be your shadow बेपनाह मेरी जान, मैं चाहूँगा तुझे.. My love, I will love you no end चाहे ले ले मेरा इम्तहान.. Test me if you want तेरी साँसों में ऐसे बस जाओं.. जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. तेरी बाहों में यून सिमट जाऊं.. जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. दिल की ज़मीन पे, तेरे निशान है.. You have left your mark on my heart तुमसे हैं दुनिया मेरी खुशरव.. My life is happy due to you मैं चल रहा था तन्हा अकेला I was walking alone तुम जो मिले तो मिला कारवाँ.. (It feels) I got fellow-travelers, when I met you लफ्ज़ बनूँ मैं तेरे, तू बन ज़ुबान Be my words,I will be your voice मेरे अंधेरो की तू मंसूबा.. You are the ray of light in the darkness that I experience तेरी ज़ुल्फोन में ऐसे खो जाओं.. I want to lose myself in your tresses in such a way that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. No one can depart us तेरे दामन में ऐसे सो जाऊं I want to sleep by your side in such a way that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. शबनम सा चमके तेरा बदन यह.. Your body shines like dewdrops ठहरी हुई है तुझी पे निगाह.. My eyes rests on you only सुलगे सुलगे से अरमान हैं दिल के My desires are smoldering हो जाए ना हुंसे कोई गुनाह.. I fear I may do some wrong ख्वाहिशों को तुम मेरी यून ना सज़ा दो.. Please don't torment ,my desires this way बाहों में आओ मेरी, खुद को मिटा लो.. Come in my arms and dissolve yourself तेरी नस नस में यून भड़क जाऊं.. I want to throb in your veins in such a way that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. तेरी धड़कन में यून धड़क जाओं.. I want to beat in your heart in such a way that जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. हो कोई भी सफ़र, साथ चलना मुझे.. बेपनाह मेरी जान, मैं चाहूँगा तुझे.. चाहे ले ले मेरा इंतहाँ.. तेरी साँसों में ऐसे बस जाओं.. जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए.. तेरी बाहों में यून सिमट जाऊं.. जुड़ा कोई ना कर पाए..